be strong

life doesn't always go like you want, it can be great, and it can be bad. it depends on how you see it.

when i reflected back to high school times, i was so amazed on how i never felt the thing called stress. it seemed that my life was so smooth. ok, there were time when i felt tired, and things didn't go right, but it was manageable. my assignments were done without too many difficulties, i got good score for almost every subject (not physical education, im the worst T.T). i had good friends all around me, and i knew the friendship was sincere (ok, only frm my point of view). i was always in the top three of the class. and i did everything without pressure. i enjoyed it. i never cared whether my friend had started studying for the test or not. i studied on the day before the exams. even i have this studygroup session after school to prepare for final exam. mathematics esp. now i know i should cherish the moments more.

but still, life wont be always that easy. life became real when you had feel the pain. must stay in computer lab till 1 am, and even on saturday to do assignments. i must study days before the test. i felt the pressure. yes, peer pressure. i think singapore culture has affected me alot. fiuh. and here, everyone seems so individualistic. sometimes i got pissed off because of others. really. yeah. things wont always be easy for me. there are so many hurdles that i must overcome.

but i believe that i can overcome it. with HIM.

ps: i dont want my child to study here. at least not before uni.