research is not easy

now my exam is over doesnt mean i have tons of time to relax. no, not yet, not until this saturday. even this week is more stressful than exam period. and my URECA project explains everything.

i never thought research would be this difficult, yeah, difficult. i need to do things by myself. setting up, taking pictures, and so on. and until now i still got problems in my project. lots of it. defects everywhere. and now i wondering whether i can finish all by saturday. not exactly finishes all things, i just want to reach my target for this week, get the perfect pictures without any bright lite on it, without saturation, ok may be u dont understand what i mean.

and this all caused by something called beam dump. yeah. beam dump. actually my supervisor can just buy a beam dump, and i can use it, and it can perfectly absorbs the unwanted beam. but instead of buying it, he told me to use something else. yah i know, its all about the price and money, and money is important, and this is recession, and so on. unluckily what i used as a beam dump until now havent worked well. trying to find something that is better as beam dump. huah. and the lab is crowded lately, with the fyp students, and his postgrad student. hmmm it is only a small lab, with limited equipment, and everyone is like trying to get chance to use it.

hummm, yah i got quite stressful because of it. and of cos because my stolen wallet. huhuh. but now forget about it oredi. life goes on, and i wont get anything by thinking about things that already gone.

what shud im thinking now is what am i gonna do with my project and get it done before my holiday. i dont wanna get stressed during holiday. oh and i get back this saturday to indo.