i dont want to become older

sighhh today my coursemate asked me, 'how old are you? nineteen eh?'

but i must be honest and answered that i'm 20 already.

and today i got this thought, that when you become older, you cannot admire those young korean or japanese or even taiwanese boys in the youtube anymore, like i do nowadays. there are many new boybands, and most of them are in their 19 or 20. or even younger. and later when i grew up, let's say 25, it's just weird to adore those 19 years old newcomers.

for me, it is better to watch boys' performance rather than girl. esp the fresh boys. okay jay chou and wilber is exception. but lately i watched these boys more often. though sometimes they have strange looks.

so, can i be forever 20? haha