sometimes it is stressing to keep all those things inside. the hatred, pressure, stress, or whatever. but it is my own fault for being such an introvert. i do not tell secret. i do not tell about my self, my feelings.


i do tell about certain things. like my problem with my 'bff'. this one is just a nickname for certain person. haha. but i still keep a lot of things inside. and , yah, i hate it for not being able to speak it up. it sucks.



sorry for being mellow. it's pms time i guess